I started writing about a few different things today, but right now, I’m just trying to get through the days in a way that doesn’t take too much from me. I just want to be able to create something enjoyable in the midst of all of the reasons to be miserable right now. Working hard when I don’t feel like it, pushing through even when I just want to lay down, and finding some things to hope in.
I have no respect for what this week represents. I do not care about the euphemized nonsense that is Thanksgiving. However, I do feel some desire to find something to celebrate in the midst of all that going on. So in this short and sweet post I just want to say that if you want to insulate yourself, play pretend that all is well and just find a means of enjoyment, do your thing. It’s hard for so many right now, we must take breaks to give ourselves the necessary rest to continue. I hope that tomorrow gives you some good reason for going on and that you have real things to be grateful for, but please do not settle and ignore the things in you that know that things aren’t right. Be kind to yourself and put yourself in places that make you want to be good. I hope tomorrow finds me better…
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