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Not gon lie, not the best day. I barely even made it on here. It’s just been a trying day of old stuff that I no longer wish to deal with. But I refuse to break my streak, so here I’m is…

I will say that I was thinking about Shirley Chisholm’s concept of IPOTHIA- In Pursuit of the Highest In All. It seems like a lofty pursuit, but it’s better than settling for less and convincing yourself to be okay with it. Or continuing to find scapegoats as if it matters.

Almost a week from what has historically been my favorite holiday. I really didn’t realize it was next week until like yesterday. Anyway, I am looking forward to cooking and most importantly eating my favorite food: sweet potato pie.

In the mean time I’m going to try to get back into the good mood and momentum that I’ve been in. I do not want to allow people to pull me back into old cycles that I have fought tooth and nail to get out of. That’s about all I have for now. I’m not really feeling good, so I think I’m going to give myself the day off tomorrow. Not from this though. I’ll see you then…